okay, enough whining

Let me preface this by saying I don't cry. Ever. But I came close today. Stupid wind knocked the tarp down last night, and Rose had to go to work, so it was up to me to fix it. Which I did. And no sooner did I get one side or corner up and another fell. After the third time, I just sat down and wanted to cry REALLY bad. Was just about at the end of my rope, and tired of pulling water by hand, no electric and having to do everything with this fucked up shoulder.


But ya know what? Fuck it!


Got up, put on my big boy pants, and put the damn thing up so it ain't never coming down. Took most of the day, and two pain pills, but its done.


Things could be worse, I'm just tired and frustrated, but I'll try not to put it on here anymore.


Someday, I will have my computer back, and service in my area. Promise.


Until then, stay safe all, and keep on doing what ya gotta do.